The Wardrobe of C.S Lewis
You may all know the man behind the beloved books, C.S. Lewis. You may have read his biography out of pure curiosity or simply because the hyped up movie made you pass by a website or two. Heck, you may have your own reservations about the man and how he writes. We have reservations about virtually everything.
We are entitled to our own opinion about the man's work. I pray you appreciate his works. However, we should not make our biases translate into uneasiness or rejection for the man or the doer of the actions himself. I think this applies to all occasions. We all deserve a second chance. We should not be judged for our mistakes alone. As I quote the great lion of Narnia : "What's done is done." Get up and move on. Man can change. There is this hope he will.
What is the wardrobe? Is it a mere portal to the world of Narnia? Look deeper. The wardrobe is the window to our selves. It is the ultimate test of our inner self. Most of the time, we see disappointing things we tend to hide in our closet. Lewis shares the same demons we have. I don't care whether it be failed relationships or simple struggles with orgmates or maintaining high grades. We all have demons we want to get rid of.
Here's what biographies don't tell much but really should tell more about men...
Lewis lost his father at the young age of 8. He couldn't save the man no matter how hard his Anglican family prayed. He lived in a world falling to pieces--world war 1 looming. Everything was far disappointing, far frustrating, far pointless. At such youth, he could have been a lost lad. He could have lost his mind. In his case, he lost his faith...he became an atheist.
In a message to a friend he said : "All religions are mythologies. They are all created by man..." We've heard these lines time and time again, specially in our open university. Yes, this is one of them strong proverbial responses to debates on theology. There is good argument behind the claim that religion is but a social construct, designed to explain every single preponderance in our lives as well as those others we don't expect. It is romanticized and follows a backward tradition of conservatism et. al.
That is why I say this: "Don't put your stock on religion. Because it is not about religion friends, but something deeper."
But like good Christians, Lewis had better friends in the faith. He credits them for salvation of sorts, let alone his inspiration for life and work...
One of them was JRR Tolkien (coleague at the University of Oxford if I am not mistaken)...ring any bells? Tolkien is the distinguished gentleman behind the poweful and symbolic Lord of the Rings Trilogy (among many others). So while watching Narnia, I couldn't help but point out similiarities. I go there later.
Lewis began reading books made by Christians, hardcore ones, like Paul Bunyan's book on Pilgrims (how hardcore can it get?). There, he found some peace. There, he found answers. There, he finally found his truth...what all want to see in our spiritual search.
1929, he wrote a friend: "...I'm beginning to see some element of truth in this."
The rest is beautiful history. Lewis finished his Chronicles. Tolkien followed it with the LOTR.
And by the way, speaking of influence, Aslan the great lion creator/ruler of Narnia is Lewis' version of no less than Jesus Christ. I need not get cheesy and all that with Christ now. Point said, he found his truth.
The hundred-year winter represents our inner bitterness, something we have to let go. It is the hopelessness of staying in the shadow we created. To some like me, tis eating and not getting any thinner. To some, it's a craving to commit crime. To some, it's not having someone to be with.
Jason, Christian and I were by the Sunken Garden last Friday. There, we concluded: we were hopeless romantics a year ago, we are still the same today. But did that ever stop us from being so in denial of ourselves. This is our search. And for that, we take things in strides and leaps.
Of course, am helplessly justifying our quest to get our beloved, whoever that one is ahem.
The wardrobe hides our fears. yet, it also contains our better side. it has our goods we do not want to use or are ignorant of. It makes us vulnerable. Tis like in the PC Game Rome: Total War---a strategy game where you seek to become imperator of the Roman Empire. Greeks use the phalanx formation, rows of long sharp wooden spikes lined to rows forming a phalanx. Though invincible at the front, it is weak at the flank and behind. Should Alexander had failed to manouver the phalanx formation with such speed and ease, he would have been so easily crushed.
We are the phalanx. We bring everything good about us to the table (even those not true) to impress, but we fail the essence of making other people feel good about us. It is not impressing, but expressing. What's the point of courting someone? TO have a long-term productive relationship! We're so driven mad by trends and standards that we so want to satisfy that we become the pretense. We pretend to be what we are not. This is the Philippines I am so sad about.
We can dispose those we do not need anyway.
As far as I am concerned, hehe disposed some things like 178 exam, like econ exam, like other ghosts of everyday.
Feb holds more for me to think of, right grai and farrah? Sheesh. If a friend of Farrah is reading this, do tell her that the Feb thing is on, hehe even at my expense hahahaha (ang hangin!)
Arianne Reyes and I plan on going to Gateway (Fully Booked) to buy new books. My personal library is but a shoe box compared to Arianne's. Goodness, thanks to her, I'm back to reading. This time, I'm gonna expand borders from the cheesy ones to more of reality bites...just to balance my espionage exploits with Clancy to softer dramatic tunes like hmmm... Lewis and Tolkien! I'll have to ask for her recommendations too.
And Marian, I hope Stephen's all washed up!
Pray for Sir Naval's trip. Pray for Ate Lucy's soul, I was completely shocked.
Wardrobes may be locked up. Good thing we have the keys. Search and find. Seek and ...destroy? Naahh. rebuild and build anew!
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